Every once in a while I tend to think about love. Every­one who’s fallen in love before knows that love’s a very com­pli­cated issue to deal with. You get all these feel­ings and you start to think about many things quite dif­fer­ently. Most of the time, there’s only one thing on your mind: the one. Pretty roman­tic, isn’t it? Well, being happy is but one side of the coin.

The peo­ple you love are the peo­ple able to hurt you most. That’s pretty much the whole down­side but it’s noth­ing to be care­less about. If you’re tied up chances of break­ing up some day are really huge. And then it starts … the once lovely per­son you’ve been dat­ing for quite a while gets awk­ward. Per­son­ally, I believe that peo­ple can still be friends after they broke up. It def­i­nitely isn’t unusual for peo­ple to become friends after that. It doesn’t always work out this way, though. Things are really start­ing to get weird when you get to see each other again and again, maybe even have to work together.

Most peo­ple aren’t able to sep­a­rate their love life from the rest of their life. Their feel­ings pre­vail over rea­son and they’re unable to see each other for some time. If they have to, there are some things to deal with such as pride or still not sub­sided feel­ings. It’s mak­ing life even more dif­fi­cult than it already is. Ah, there’s noth­ing you can do about it … you can’t manip­u­late other peo­ple to han­dle things in a way you’d approve of. I don’t wanna hurt my ex-girlfriend any­more but I’d appre­ci­ate if she wouldn’t block every attempt of being friends. I fully under­stand that she’s vul­ner­a­ble as far as I’m con­cerned but I can’t see why we can’t be friends. It’s been half a year now and she’s act­ing like I’m infec­tious. I guess that’s some­thing I’ve to cope with. Frankly speak­ing, I don’t care the least why she’s act­ing the way she does. I sim­ply don’t like the state of affairs between us. It seems kinda unfinished …