I absolutely had to post this one. The results are creepy. I even fear myself now. Just kid­ding. Such tests can be indica­tive but gen­er­ally they aren’t that pre­cise. Any­way, I felt you may wanna know what’s wrong with me . By the way; yes, some­times I tend to be paranoid.

Have you ever had headache? Remem­ber the last time? In fact, I do quite well. When I was 14 years old, I often had bru­tal headaches and there was no cure. The pain was right behind my eyes and no med­ica­tion ever helped to get rid of the pain. Actu­ally, I didn’t get all the meds on pre­scrip­tion because no doc­tor could ever do an analy­sis pro­found enough to jus­tify pump­ing me full with drugs. So I tried every­thing I could get my hands on but, as I feared, noth­ing ever worked. I made a fright­en­ing sight with my blood-shot, almost com­pletely red eyes. The headaches got more and more sel­dom after some months and when I turned fif­teen noth­ing but mem­o­ries remained.

Now, they’re back with a vengeance. The pain isn’t exactly the same – it’s more of a stab­bing kind now – and the cen­ter of it has slightly shifted half an inch above my eyes. Nonethe­less, the pain has at least dou­bled. It’s an excru­ci­at­ing expe­ri­ence because still no med­ica­tion works. If things aren’t going to get bet­ter within the next few weeks I should have myself checked by a spe­cial­ist, I sup­pose. I won­der if there’s any­thing at all that can be done about it. I’m a really peace­ful guy but I’d kill to get rid of these headaches. Many times. Just to make you see how des­per­ate I am.